Lying From You

When i pretend that everything is what i want it to be
i look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
when i pretend to forget about the criminal i am
stealing second after second just cause i know i can
but i can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
(i'm just trying to feel myself)
i can't pretend i'm who you want me to be

so i'm lying away from you
(no, no turning back now)
i want to be closed inside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
let me take back my life
i'd rather fight all alone
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own cause i can't see
(no, no turning back now)
the very worst part of me is me

i remember what they taught to me
remember condesending talk of who i outta be
remember listening to all of that and this again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person really is me and i'm
(trying to fill the truth)
before i push some more i'm pullin away because
(i'm lying away from you)

so i'm lying away from you
(no, no turning back now)
i want to be closed inside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
let me take back my life
i'd rather fight all alone
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own cause i can't see
(no, no turning back now)
the very worst part of me is me

This is the part i've wanted to be
i never thought that what i said
would have you running from me, like this
this isn't what i wanted to be
i never thought that what i said
would have you running from me
i never thought that what i said
would have you running from me

so i'm lying away from you
(no, no turning back now)
i want to be closed inside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
let me take back my life
i'd rather fight all alone
(no turning back now)
anywhere on my own cause i can't see
(no, no turning back now)
the very worst part of me is me

Mintiendo de ti

Cuando Finjo
Que todo es lo que quiero que sea
Me veo exactamente como siempre has querido verme
Cuando finjo
No puedo olvidarme del criminal que soy
Robando segundo tras segundo solo porque sé que puedo
Pero no puedo fingir que de esta manera se va a quedar
Solo estoy intentando doblar la verdad
No puedo fingir que soy quién quieres que sea
Así que estoy
Mintiendo en mi camino de ti

[No / no hay vuelta atrás ahora]
Quiero que me hagan a un lado
Así que déjame irme
[No / no hay vuelta atrás ahora]
Déjame regresar a mi vida
Preferiría estar completamente solo
[No / no hay vuelta atrás ahora]
Donde sea solo
Porque puedo ver
[No / no hay vuelta atrás ahora]
Que la peor parte tuya
Soy yo

Recuerdo lo que me enseñaron
Recuerdo conversaciones condescendientes de quién debería ser yo
Recuerdo haber escuchado todo eso y esto otra vez
Así que fingí ser una persona que encajaba
Y ahora tu piensas que esta persona realmente soy yo y estoy
[Solo estoy intentando doblar la verdad]
Pero mientras más empujo
Más me separo
Porque estoy

Mintiendo en mi camino de ti

Esto no es lo que yo quería ser
Nunca pensé que lo que decía
Te haría huir de mi
Así

La peor parte de ti
La peor parte de ti
Soy yo